Happy 2018, y’all.

I’m a dork who almost spent $15 on a gradebook, so I spent 15 minutes on Excel instead – here ya go.  Nothing special, but might save you some time (or a few bucks).

I can’t quite explain 2017, so I’ll let Chandler do it for me:


If you know me at all, imagine this: I’m about to watch the Celtics play the Cavaliers and I’m NOT rooting for Boston.  WHAT THE HECK, 2017???

So my “one word” for 2018 is this:


I know what you’re probably thinking… “Uh oh. She needs to have grace for the people she wants to high five in the face with a chair.”

Not exactly.

(Forgive me, but I’m about to talk in third person for a bit so I can get through this.)

2018 is the year for me to finally give Hedge some grace so she can:

  • remember that she’s human.
  • remember that she can’t do “all the things”.
  • forgive herself for her infinite failures.
  • stop comparing herself to everyone else.
  • realize it’s okay to fail again… and again, and again.
  • also realize it’s okay to be invisible.
  • figure out who she is (she’s 43 in a few days – it’s about time she did this).
  • let go of a lot of hate… mainly aimed at herself.
  • [some unspoken thing that she isn’t brave enough to publish yet]


And maybe some of us might be willing to have grace with each other. Maybe try to remember that what we do isn’t easy and we are ALL going to mess up at some point.  Maybe try to talk directly to those we disagree with instead of subtweeting and/or calling them out without warning and humiliating them.  Maybe try and remember that some of our fellow #mtbos/#iteachmath folks are living with issues/trauma/illnesses/circumstances we cannot possibly imagine.

I hope to have that type of grace with people this year because that is the type of grace I hope people might have with me.

In any case, I truly hope you have a great 2018.

I miss you all.

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Quick “Notice/Wonder” to “Zager-ize” an amazing IM task

The release of the new IM curriculum for middle school is huge. Most of us have been salivating over the release for months, and it’s finally here.

In my 8th grade math class, I realized that several of my students were still struggling on solving multi-step equations with rational numbers. I went into Unit 4 looking for something that might help, and I found it in Section 6: Which Would You Rather Solve?

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Students had to choose 3 equations (without solving) that they would classify to be the “least difficult” and then 3 that they would classify to be the “most difficult”.  Once they did this task on their own, they had conversations in their group about which equations they chose for each category and why.  I did a quick “no tech” poll under the document camera to help me figure out what types of problems to focus on that day in our VNPS groups:

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If you’ll notice, I didn’t use the words “least challenging” and “most challenging”.  That’s not a knock against the IM task, but I overheard the word “easy” A LOT in their group conversations.

Aha moment – What a great opportunity to help my students reframe the word “easy” after this excerpt from Chapter 2 of “Becoming the Math Teacher You Wish You’d Had” by Tracy Zager :


Reframing “easy” (“I know how to do this”) to “familiar” was incredibly powerful for me last year.  I realized this task was a great opportunity to push that discussion and involve my students.  So, back to the poll. I’m going to try to recreate this conversation – it went a little something like this:

Me: “Talk to your group and discuss what you notice about the equations we predominantly felt were most ‘familiar’ – equations “d”, “i”, and “j”. What made them seem familiar?”

~~multiple group discussions involved the word “easy” – I picked the table that seemed to use it the most often.~~

Me: “Table 3, talk to me about what you noticed about those 3 equations.”

Table 3: “They were all the easiest equations to solve.”

Me: “Say more about what made them seem ‘easy’ to your group.”

Table 3: “Uhhh. We just knew how to do them. You just do distributive property and solve them.”

Me: “Ah – so you noticed they all had distributive property in them. When did you learn to do equations with distributive property?”

Table 1: “Last year – we did A TON of equations with distributive property.”

Me: “So would you say those are more familiar because you learned and used distributive property last year?”

Table 3: “Yeah! That’s why we picked them.”

Me: “…..what about equation ‘a’? That’s got distributive property in it.  Why didn’t you choose that one?”

Table 3: **silence and stares at each other.**

             –> I gave some serious wait time here 

Me:  “Everyone talk in your groups about why you think Table 3 didn’t choose equation ‘a’ – pick someone to share out. ”

 **waiting… waiting… waiting… I’m noticing that Table 3 students are still looking at each other mouthing “I don’t know” while other groups are pointing and nodding. Most of the other groups see the connection. I find it interesting that Table 3 can’t quite see it yet. This reminds me of when I’m looking for my phone and I can’t see it, but my son can point right to it and it’s right under my nose. 

Me: “Table 7 – what do you think?”

Table 7: “Equation ‘a’ has fractions in it, but the 3 that we all picked didn’t. Fractions might have made it seem harder.”

Me: “Table 3 – was that it?” **Table 3 talks for a second – lots of nodding.”

Table 3: “Yeah – the 3 we picked for ‘familiar’ had easier numbers to deal with than that one.”

Me: “So let me ask the room – is that why you didn’t choose ‘a’ for the familiar category?”
** A lotta nods. **

Me: “So what if we took a field trip t-”

Random Student yells: “YES! Field trip!”

Me: *grin and playful eye roll*
“…so what if we took a hypothetical field trip down the road to the elementary school and walked in on a 2nd grade class.  They’re learning to add things like 3 + 6 and 10 + 5 and 2 + 9.  Would you consider that to be ‘easy’ math?”

**a bunch of nods and “DUH, Hedge” glances at me**

Me: “….why?”

Student in the back: “Adding is easy.”

Me: “…how long have you been adding numbers like that if you started in 2nd grade? Do the math in your groups and let me know.”

***I hear students counting up and having conversations like: “so starting 2nd grade, then 3rd, 4th, 5th, 6th, 7th, 8th… so six years?” “Yeah, six years.” “Is it six or seven?” “Is that what she wants to know?” “I don’t know – say it and see what she says.” “Why don’t YOU say it?” “…because you’re taller.”  –I love middle school kids.–

Random student: “Six years.”

Me: “Does that sound about right? That you’ve been adding numbers like that for about six years?”  **I get nods.**  “Do you think it’s easy for the 2nd graders who only  learned how to count up to ten in 1st grade? And NOW they’re just now learning to count past ten? Do you think it’s easy for them? ”

Student in the front: “…probably not.”

Me: “Then why is it easy for you?”

Student in the back: “We’ve been doing that kind of stuff for a long time.”

Me: “… so you’re more familiar with it?” *nods*

Me: “How long have you been doing equations like the equation ‘a’?”

Student from Table 3: “We started that with you this year.”

Me: “So you’re less familiar with it than the other equations you chose for this category?” *nods*


After that, we had a conversation about making a purposeful shift away from what Tracy calls “thorny words” because of the impression it gives us when when we aren’t fast/easy at a particular topic.  I reminded them about my own issues on my pathway to learning to love calculus (big conversation with them on Day 1 that I bring back up every time they’re feeling uneasy with a topic in class).  But I also talked about how much I lean into that discomfort with calculus and how I have to remind myself about my journey with more familiar areas of math (like stats).  I think it’s really important for me to always remind students about my own struggles, failures, and discomforts with math. I’ve done that for years because I don’t want them to think I only teach math because “I’m good at it.”  If you know my story, you know that’s NOT how I found myself on this whole “teaching” pathway.


After we talked about the “familiar” section, we talked about the “challenging” section and those became our VNPS equations.  Before we jumped into them, however, we did a little more work going back to how the “familiar” equations and “challenging” equations had similar characteristics and structure. This whole “notice/wonder” discussion allowed me to create some connecting equations to bridge the familiar equations to the challenging equations.  Every time I overheard “easy”, I would obnoxiously sing, “Familiar!!!”

That day’s exit tickets confirmed that this 30-minute on the fly discussion and equation work was well worth the time.  In the remaining days, I heard students self-correct each other when they heard/said “easy” or “difficult”.

Student A: “This is easy!”
Student B: **intense stare** “… it’s familiar…”

Student C: “This is too hard…”
Student D: “It’s not hard, it’s just less familiar right NOW….”

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Goals: 2017-18

I’ve been struggling on a blog post about #TMC17, but currently I can’t blog about that experience without thinking I need to blog about the other thing that happened. I have very strong feelings on each. Oddly enough, no words will come out for either.

In short, I’m having writers block.

So it’s quite the blessing that #SundayFunday was reintroduced so I could have words to #pushsend about.  Interestingly enough (to me, probably no one else), this is the first time I’ve ever blogged for #SundayFunday.


As “2017-18” Hedge, I would like to take a moment to thank “2016-17” Hedge for that crazy awesome Google Keep list she made in May (probably out of frustration and feeling like a total failure).  Her list included things she needed to keep, things she needed to toss, things she needed to fix, and gaps she knew she would never have remembered two months later.  She listed her notices and wonders. She also reminded herself about her Evernote notebook of “17-18 Ideas” that she’d been keeping throughout her short time back in the classroom.  That list has been extremely helpful in planning my goals for 2017-18, many of which are the standard ones we probably all have. 

So here are some other goals, in no particular order of time or preference:

  • Listen to @graceachen’s TCM keynote (pt 1 and pt 2) again. And again. And again. And share it with my faculty again. And again. And again.
  • Find some way of making #ObserveMe actually work this year.  I’m thinking “visit my classroom = chocolate” might be a good starting point?
  • Spend the first week of class building a thinking classroom, helping students build that culture that being “stuck” is normal (and what to DO about it).
  • Implement the ideas I learned from @cheesemonkey’s morning session in both my classes (@vaughn_trapped did an incredibly thoughtful and thorough reflection of it here).
  • Spend more time with #VNPS – my students wished we’d done WAY more last year.
  • Focus on feedback – shift the focus from grades to learning.
  • Implement ideas I learned from @typeamathland’s sessions on Make It Stick (Take 1 and Take 2). I also bought the book, so add that to my goal.
  • Be an advocate for my students, my team, and my school (maybe use a little “Creative Insubordination” <p. 52> , right @doingmath?).
  • Try my best to do a #180blog. I think my IG acct will be easiest for me (I liked following @mgolding’s class happenings that way), but maybe WordPress? Still thinking that out.
  • Still keep a lot of the first week strategies I used “back in the day” that worked well.
  • I want to do MathCounts and VEX Robotics this year. I miss both of those terribly. Thankfully I’ve got teachers who are interested in doing that with me.  And I’ve scored an additional archery coach.


But most of all, my goal this year is forgiveness.

For whom?

For me.



I’ll keep you posted.




What 8th Graders Want From Your Classroom Expectations

I’m grading my first set of final exams and I had a small survey at the end to get ideas for next year. I’m always thinking forward, but I thought this would be a powerful opportunity for reflection from their perspective.  Especially this class.

I asked them to tell me one classroom expectation they liked having and why. I don’t really know what I expected them to say because my expectations aren’t outlined anywhere on a poster in my room. It’s one of those, “When you walk in, you just KNOW.” Because of that, I wondered if they would ask me what I meant by the question. They didn’t. And I was pleasantly surprised by the expectation they appreciated the most: respect from each other. 

Just so you know, I don’t allow “shut up” in my classes – NO EXCEPTIONS. I correct it immediately and they learn quickly to rephrase those two words in a more polite way.

I also don’t allow kids to “roast” each other.  I don’t like it and I don’t allow it – NO EXCEPTIONS. We are a community of family and trust for 94 minutes, and we don’t speak to each other disrespectfully.

Here are some of their responses about my expectation of respect:

I should also tell you that in the past, I’ve always been proud of my classroom management skills. When you teach for 17 years and kids always seem to “buy in” to what you expect with no pushback, you think you have it all figured out.

Ahem. Well… Lemme tell you. I don’t think that anymore.

This class really challenged my thinking on classroom management. When I got them, they were used to running the show and I had some behavioral issues and personality conflicts I had never experienced before. Unlike my other two classes, it took months to bring this class into a culture of respect (not only of me, but of each other).

But you know what? I wouldn’t change it because it pushed me to figure out how to find a way to get kids who hated each other to appreciate and respect each other.

And in the end, they actually appreciated that I made them respect each other ALL YEAR LONG.  


So yeah. That was pretty awesome.

And this was the best compliment I could ask for:

Thanks, Z. 🙂

I’m curious what tomorrow’s group will say.

I’ll keep you posted.

8th Grade #MTBoS PLN

**My A.D.D. is so terrible right now, that I swear I thought I already posted when I started it last week. My state test is Tuesday… Hopefully my brain will come back once it’s over. **


This idea won’t start out like it’s about 8th grade, but it is… trust me.

I’m going to start this post with a flashback… to 2008.  I don’t even think we had classified “#MTBoS” as we know it today.

Picture this:
School ends around May. I’m teaching AP Statistics and Algebra 2.  I have no one to collaborate with in my district/state, but that doesn’t stop me from collaborating a few days every week over the summer with the amazing @druinok.

What does that look like? Man – I wish I still had screenshots of the texts and emails we sent back and forth.  But here’s an idea of the questions we started with in May (which we revisited every summer):

  • What are the big ideas for AP Stats?
  • What order of those big ideas would make the most sense for our students who seem to struggle with our course?
  • What are the learning targets that go with each of those big ideas? Can we phrase them as questions that we are using our content to answer?
  • What things worked well for us this year? What bombed?
  • How do we put the focus on the classroom content so that the test scores will take care of themselves?
  • What feedback did we get from students that will help us be more mindful of concerns/issues for our upcoming crew of kids?
  • What did we learn from the risks we took this year and the planning we did last year?
  • Do our assessments do enough to model the AP test? Could they be better?
  • What unit was our biggest struggle to teach? What unit was the biggest struggle for students to connect to?
  • What new things do we want to try this year?
  • What’s the new technology that’s currently available that could increase understanding in our classroom?
  • Should we give homework? When/how? What should it look like? Is it purposeful?
  • How do we make students connect the peer feedback on free response questions to the peer feedback they give each other in ELA?
  • What should the big ticket items be on our unit one test? What should that test look like? Can we get the assessments ready for the first few units over the summer and see what adjustments we need to make over the year?
  • What are we forgetting?
  • Wait – did we eat today?

Mind you – a lot of our planning took place from our respective chairs at pools in our different states.   Every day we would take our bag of stuff to the pool to plan.  No pressure.  No deadlines. No worries.  Just brainstorming ways to make stats more and more awesome.

What’s great about @druinok is that I could ask her ANY off the wall “What if…” question and I knew that: (a) she would think about it from every angle (b) she didn’t judge me negatively, even if it was not the best idea and (c) she was SO great at trying to help me figure out where it might go wrong.  It’s great to be supportive, and trust me SHE  IS! But I have “rainbows and unicorns” goggles sometimes, and I don’t always see the train wrecks that are obvious to everyone else but me. She would always help me avoid those train wrecks when I would try to create/modify an idea.

Or she might say, “I saw something that I thought would be cool to build a lesson around. Can we work on that?” And BOOM – the Case of Kristen Gilbert was born (which we used to start the first day of AP stats each year).

We could also say (without fear): “I don’t like this assessment question. How can we make it better?” And it wasn’t a power struggle with one of us trying to be better than the other (because there’s NO WAY I could compete with her, haha) – the focus was always on the best experience for the students.

When I met Shelli, I’d just found out I was teaching AP Stats for the first time. Shelli started teaching AP Stats the first year the test was released, so she had a decade of experience behind her. I didn’t know much and I had NOTHING to offer but ideas and a ton of questions (SO. MANY. QUESTIONS). She shared whatever she thought would be helpful and never made me feel like my questions/worries/wonders were stupid. She’s one of those colleagues that you wish you’d had as a teacher.

Then came the fateful day where Shelli tried to convince me to join Twitter to “talk” to other math teachers. Back in the day, the only thing I knew about Twitter was that Justin Bieber (Beiber? Beeber? Idk) would tweet daily about what he ate, what he saw, what he thought… I didn’t care about that.  She said “trust me”, and I did.  And our little PLN of two stats teachers started to grow as she introduced me to other stats teachers on Twitter.  Before I knew it, there at least a dozen of us bouncing ideas off of each other in the same respect about both courses I taught. And it was something I looked forward to every summer.

I.  MISS.  THAT.  And as much as Shelli loves me, I don’t know that she’s going to move to the middle school and she shouldn’t – she is crazy amazing at what she teaches.

So here’s the my guilty pleasure: I’m a summer planner and learner. I can’t help it.  Give me some sun, my deck (or a pool), and my Gavin DeGraw playlist and I’m gold.  Summer is where I want to build my classes and be selfish about my own learning.

If that’s not how you spend your summer, I am not judging or hating on you at all, I promise. I’m just speaking about what I need to reduce my anxiety over the school year.  I definitely didn’t have this year mapped/planned out when I went back into the classroom and I feel like it ate my lunch every week. (Did YOU think I would quit coaching 1/4 through the school year and go back to teaching? Cuz I didn’t.)

But. I. Love. It.
I don’t want to be anywhere else right now.  I work with the most amazing kids at the most incredible school with an administrator who couldn’t be more supportive.  And this summer I will be planning with Cononiah.  She was one of my favorite teachers as a curriculum specialist, and now I get to work with her EVERY DAY.  And now that Mallory is about to graduate (she has a job on the coast and her principal is almost as awesome as mine), she will be able to plan with us.

As NCTM and MTBoS have begun to work together to bring teachers into this global PLN using social media, I’m noticing more and more 8th grade teachers – many of which are the only 8th grade teachers at their school.  Some are brand new 8th grade teachers, and some are former high school teachers or curriculum coaches who are coming back to middle school and teaching 8th.

And I wonder if they’re wondering about the same things that Cononiah, Mallory, and I are wondering about. (…that’s a lot of wondering, but I refuse to fix that sentence)

So I’m asking: would you like to collaborate with us over the summer?  I don’t care if you’ve been teaching 30 years or 30 days.  But if you’re thinking of building or improving what you have over the summer, we are thinking about that as well and would love to bounce ideas off of you.  You could be a long time MTBoS contributor and blog every day OR have a Twitter account that’s a hot minute old and fear blogging more than you fear clowns.  Or maybe you don’t even use Twitter, but someone sent this to you because you mentioned wanting to collaborate.

If you are thinking about your classes next year, we would love to think about that and plan with you. Those same things Shelli and I would wonder about during the summer are the same things I wonder about 8th.

If that sounds like something you’re interested in, here’s a Google Form to get the ball rolling.  School ends for us on May 19th.  I figure that’s enough time to get some folks on board and I’ll send more details then.  Also, I’m planning to use #8thmathpln to share on Twitter and would love to add you to my 8th grade list.

We are excited about this summer and creating some amazing things for our students with you!

There’s always that ONE…

Archery season is finally over. It’s always a bittersweet ending because I’m happy to finally get my life back, but I already miss it like crazy.

I have the same feeling towards the upcoming end of school. I’m prepping/planning/reviewing for our state assessments, while thinking, “GAH – I need to remember to do this thing activity again next year…” and “NOOOOPE. This idea is going in the ‘burn’ pile because it was a hot mess and a half.”  So there will be a lot of reflection and pre-planning for next year while this year comes to a close.



Most days, I know I’m in the right spot.  Teaching middle school is THE BEST. I have amazing colleagues and I couldn’t ask for a more supportive administrator.  Most days are like most of those arrows – TENS. But there’s always that one screwup that brings me back to reality. And even though it’s an outlier, I can’t seem to let go of that one.  I sometimes forget to celebrate the other times I get it right.  If you know me, you understand how incredibly hypocritical this is because I’m constantly telling most of my colleagues and friends (and students) to let go of that one bad thing.  You can’t fix it, you can’t change it, and obsessing about that one failure will not do anything to make it any better. I tell my archers, “Forget the last arrow.  Only the next one counts.”

I think to do that, I need to make some changes.

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Student Feedback on Student Teachers

Two things happened this week that were pretty impressive to me as a mentor teacher.

#1) No tech? No big deal.

Early in the week, my projector went out.

My student teacher had planned several days’ lessons around discovery with our interactive algebra tiles mat and with algebra tiles in Desmos. The plan was to start the discussions as a whole class and then allow students to do some discovery on their own using Chromebooks. Then we would allow students to justify their reasoning to the class and have some discussion on what we noticed/wondered with the structure.

That was the plan, but you know Mr. Murphy and that infamous law.

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